thoughts from heart

       It was just another day for me. As usual I got ready and was waiting for my bus but things didn't feel right. The bus was crowded and everyone was having a gala time. Unable to join the crowd I opened my book and started reading.       But the characters seemed way to fake. I closed the book and started looking outside the window. Out of no where a tear fell from my eye. I didn't get the warning signal and soon alll the pain got its release in the form of tears.       But what was the reason for it? I'm in a reputed job even though it's not challenging but it's respectable. So why this sudden downpour? Was it 'cos of my failed relationship or the fact that I'vnt become a writer til now or that I'm sitting on a matrimonial chair but no success till now or I don't know what I want in life?      The tears didn't stop. I tried to shove them off furiouslly but they were more powerful...

                 It was in a party when I first saw Meera. Who she was I had no idea. I didn't even know her name. It was much later (after exact 4 months and 19 days) that I met her formally. Before this she was just a woman dressed in white gown.                "Can I meet Mrs Mehta?"                I was locking my apartment when her voice greeted me. I turned around and saw the face that haunted me all this while. "No, she has gone to Paris."                And she ran away like a mad woman. I don't know why but I also went after her. After a while I saw her sitting on a bench. I made her sit in my car and brought her to my studio. She looked at my paintings and was impressed a bit. I don't know why I had brought her there, I never even let Sakhi enter that place. (By the way, Sakhi is my wife)       ...

Who knew That your life could change at any moment In my case mine changed because of you. In my state of confusion You give me that illusion That everything will be okay. Who knew That with every breath we take We move to another mistake And yet I'm relieved It's with you. Who knew Being two completely different people Has let us see different worlds Without you mine is incomplete Without you I feel Obsolete. Who knew When you are not around I feel stuck to the ground Waiting for you to come. Who knew When you are there I can't compare To anything how I feel. Because When I'm with you I feel Excited Delighted When I'm with you I don't feel Rejected Neglected. Who knew Thai I want to thank you For being you.

Rajiv was talking... No Yelling at his Gf, Chavi. Why does she behave like this? Fine, they were in a relation but it didn't mean she has a right to control his life. He banged the phone and turned around. She was sitting there as usual. rajiv didn't know her but she sat at the same bench and that also from the past 8yrs. Rajiv was around 12yrs old when he 1st saw her. She entered the park at 4pm, remained sitting till 7pm. From that day onwards there was no looking back. She regularly came there, despite of the circumstances. She never talked much with anyone. Just sat there, looked at the gate and at 7 she used to leave. Rajiv didnt even know her name. His steps itself moved towards the bench and he sat. She didn't even realise that Rajiv sat right next to her. "Why are girls so unrealistic?" saying this Rajiv looked at her but she was still looking at the entrance. Rajiv was surprised. He made girls turn their heads and here she was not even looking at him. Raj...

Who Knew That your life could change at any moment In my case mine changed because of you. In my state of confusion You give me that illusion That everything will be okay. Who Knew That with every breath we take We move to another mistake And yet I'm relieved It's with you. Who Knew Being two completely different people Has let us see different worlds Without you mine is incomplete Without you I feel obsolete. Who Knew When you are not around I feel struck to ground Waiting for you to come. Who Knew When you are there I can't compare To anything how I feel. Because When I'm with you I feel Delighted Excited When I'm with you I don't feel Rejected Neglected. Who Knew That I want to thank you For being you

Arjun was angry. Fine! He and Niharika had a fight, but this didn't mean that she has a right to leave him alone in this damn boring party and that also without telling him. In anguish, he punched Niharika's number. He never saved any of his Gf's number. Just like their vital stats, their numbers were also engraved on his mind. The phone rang and someone picked it up. "Hello," a sleepy voice came from the other side. "What the hell do you think of yourself?" Arjun demanded angrily. "You left me all alone in thiss boring party without even caring to tell me." "Excuse me?" The voice sounded confused. "No, I won't excuse you. How can you do that Niharika?" "I think you 've got the wrong number." "Yeah, so now I've got the wrong number. I agree that we had a fight but this doesn't mean that you can behave like this." "Can't you get it? I'm not Niharika." Arjun tried to listen...

Even after 2yrs, I clearly remember that night. I was on Mumbai Railway Station. Even at 2am it was crowded. I was sitting on a bench deciding what to do? I had left my home and came to Mumbai just to live with Shekhar. Shekhar and I used to study in the same college back in Delhi. After friendship, we fell in love. By the time, the college came to an end my parents had found an NRI guy for me. I tried to convince them about Shekhar but they didn't pay any heed. So, I ran away. I reached Mumbai thinking that Shekhar would welcome me with open arms but, nothing of this sort happened. He, on the other hand yelled at me and asked me to go away. Now, here I was sitting at the station all alone, not knowing what to do. Just then I heard a voice. "Are you waiting for any special train?" I looked up in surprise. An average looking guy with a smile on his face asked me this question. I chose not to answer and again got lost in my thoughts. He looked at me for sometime and then le...