thoughts from heart

I woke up as the sound of raindrops crashing on the ground filled my room. It was such a beautiful sight. The Sun was yet to mark its presence but the lights brightened up the whole scene. It was raining hard and yet I could make the outline of magnificent mountains in front of me. I got out of the bed. Strangely, this time I didn't have to free myself from a grip. Ved was sleeping in the same bed however there was a distance in between us. I know from past few days I was overthinking, but the distance on the bed made me think if the distance in between us has started to show too. I wrapped myself in a shawl and decided to sit in the balcony of our stunning hotel.  It was still dark. Honestly in times like this I wanted to treat myself with a strong drink but I decided to give cigarette a try. I am still trying to feel that one moment wherein the cigarette relives me of the stress that I am going through but hasn't happened till now. Yet, I haven't given up. I lit my cigare